Brian

One of my oldest friends died this weekend. I’d like to tell you how we met.

Brian Kokke and I shared a few things in common: Bad backs, bad speech, and very good imaginations. A fairly small grade school and similar Individual Education Programs meant that we were often pulled out of class to see the same specialists together. My back was only bad enough to worry specialists, his was bad enough to require a brace. Time in the swimming pool was a release for him, without the brace his body was as free as his mind was all the time. Under his guidance, our otherwise mundane physical theoropy came alive with sirens and mermaids.

Man, he had it tough. Grade school is not a nice place for someone with a speech impediment and a bad back. But man, his imagination lead us so many other places we’d rather be. Everyone needed a friend like him.

Through Junior High into High School a lot changed, but not enough. We’d sit next to each other on the bus, and the kids in the seats behind and in front of us would start teasing us about the fantastic worlds we would build. I started to withdraw and back away, but that was not Brian’s style. He taught me the basics of American Sign Language, and we slowly, clumsily continued our stories. We modified how we expressed our imagination, but he was determined we not back away from it. He was, of course, right. Even if we had much to hide, we had nothing to be ashamed of.

One of the great joys of social media for me has been our ability to get back in touch again over the past few years. Again, a lot has changed, but not enough. My friend, who I met in physical therapy, found a light dancing on stage as Miss Delight. Brian never grew tired of telling me about her family. They found in Brian the same determination I did on the school-bus, the same way of connecting through those who would shout us down.

That gift of connection is a joy whenever it’s found, and the connections Brian made will continue to be a blessing to us all for a long, long time.

We own our history, but we own our future too.

I’ve read a lot about the crisis on our Southern border. We see pictures of kids in cages, or of their bodies. We want to say that this is not us, not our values. We are wrong.

When our political ancestors divorced 13 colonies from the Divine Rule of Kings, they gave the power of governance to us. We hold the authority to amend the Constitution, altering the structure of our government to match our current times. We have the authority to elect politicians who enact laws in our name. They gave us ownership of the government.

We own the Trail of Tears. We own slavery, the Kake War, the Japanese internment, the burning of the Douglas Indian Village, and we own the unfolding humanitarian crisis.

However, we also own all the moments where we made things better. We own emancipation, the suffrage movement, and child labor laws. We own the reconstruction amendments, the Clean Water Act, the civil rights movement, and anti-discrimination laws.

And, we will own the fix to the humanitarian crisis on our Southern border.

Arguing that this is not us is ultimately a disempowering argument. It IS us, which means we have the power to make it better. And throughout most of our history, we have tended to progressively make things better.

There There

There There, by Tommy Orange, was the May book of the month for the radio show Native America Calling. It’s an incredible book. I obviously can’t speak to how well it represents urban Indian life; I’ll leave that to many others. What I can speak to is how well it develops and shares characters.

The book is written as a series of short stories that introduce and develop different characters entwined by the overall plot. Frankly, the plot does not matter. The book is all about the characters. Many of the characters I don’t like, but I love almost all of them.

The magic in this book is it invites you to want to know more, and the more you find out, the more compelling it gets. I will warn you, however, it’s a brutal read. It does not pull punches, and it does not sugarcoat anything to make itself kinder or more accessable to the reader.

How does it feel…

Many people have asked me in the last few weeks how it feels to be a papa. I generally hedge, I deflect the question saying it’s too soon to tell or that it’s not really sunk in. That’s not true at all.

It feels… amazing. It feels like I finally get the punchline to the greatest story ever told. It feels like things make sense again. It feels like I have a future again.

One of the symptoms of PTSD is that people who suffer from it tend to be so focused on getting through the present they tend to stop imagining the future. While I don’t mean to put myself in the same category, it’s a good metaphor to look at where Shannon and I have been for much of the last decade. So many of our decisions and resources were focused on becoming parents. I stopped dreaming about our future. I stopped so entirely that I had not even realized what I was no longer doing.

Now, I’m in a beautiful world of paradox. I have no free time, yet I am getting more accomplished. I have a greater obligation then I have ever held in my life, yet I have the freedom to dream again. I have more restrictions on what I can do at any given moment, yet I feel less emotionally constrained. I’ve not slept a full night in the past month, yet I am emotionally refreshed in a way I cannot remember feeling.

The Things we Build

To all of you who are a part of the Three Barons Fair:

I think it’s sometimes easy for us to focus on just the part of the fair we participate in directly. We can sometimes overlook the overall picture of what it is we build together. If you’ll allow me an indulgence, I’d like to share my perspective of the fair from the standpoint of your site manager.

The Three Barons Fair hosts 15 venues with seven stages, over 50 vendors, and has a cast that exceeds 400.

When taken together, the time spent on-site building, striking, rehearsing, and performing exceeds 25,000 people/hours. At that point, it’s more useful to start talking person/days (1,041), or even person/years (2.9). This is the time on-site; we spend countless more hours in the offseason, preparing, planning, and rehearsing.

When making site decisions, I assume between 10-12 thousand patrons over the two weekends. Each day, our patrons would fill the Wendy Williamson Auditorium 4 times over. On any given day of fair, Hillshire is the 12th largest population center in Alaska.

We don’t reach these sorts of numbers on a fluke, we’ve built them over time. Our patrons come back year-on-year, routinely choosing us over everything else Alaska has to offer on the first glorious weekends of summer.

What we’ve built together is magnificent, and we do it on a site without running water, in structures that need to be taken down and stored between fairs. I’m honored to be a part.

Thank you all for your hard work.

A love letter to those who taught me.

In the last few weeks, I’ve had my world rocked by learning something I’ve always known.

I have dyslexia.  This is not news, this is something that my instructors and I have been fighting all my life.  It’s been the background noise to my education, sometimes drowning out the class.

I have recently found that dyslexia is not what we thought it was in the late 80’s.  Then, I simply knew that I had a disability that affects my ability to write and spell. We now know that a major component of dyslexia is vocal.  I am not able to differentiate all of the sounds of the English language.  Some of the sounds I can speak, but I don’t fully appreciate the sounds themselves.  When I speak them, it’s just the natural process of getting from one noise to the other.

Imagine I was making a blended color band of the entire rainbow; red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet.  Imagine I could not perceive orange, yet was shading from red to yellow.  I would pass through orange on the way through blending red and yellow, and my rainbow would look completely normal.  If all I had to do was show the picture, there would be no problem.  Now, imagine I am describing the picture.  My inability to describe orange would become much more pronounced.

This is me trying to understand reading and writing.  If I don’t recognize all of the sounds within the word, describing those sounds in the written form is exceedingly difficult.  Reading the written form becomes significantly harder, as the brain struggles to decode all of this extra, to me meaningless, information that is within the phonetic spelling of a word.  The extra concentration needed, the brain’s attempt to get to the answer using abnormal brain paths, that all causes some of the weird effects reported by many with dyslexia.  However, that’s not the problem, that’s the symptom.

There are other markers that come up in dyslexic writing that led to the more traditional understanding of dyslexia.  The stereotype of b-d confusion is real (along with q and p, thank you very much).  That, we now know, is about orientation of letters more than spelling.  If you know how to spell something, but you write a d instead of a b, that’s not a spelling problem.  One of the startling moments of my recent discussion with a speech pathologist was when she, before she looked at a sample of my handwriting, predicted I write with mixed capitalization.  I do, although I was never taught to.  She said that it is a fairly standard accommodation that people with dyslexia often come to, as it removes one of the barriers to communication (B is not easily confused with D) in a manner that has nothing to do with spelling.

This new information means many things.  Not the least of which, this means that all of the considerable work I have tried to do to become a better speller was not actually aimed at fixing the problem I was facing.  It means I should cut myself some slack, and go about learning in different ways.

It ALSO means that there are now better understood different ways to learn.

I don’t know of anyone who is quite as fortunate as I with regards to education.  My parents were the strongest advocates I could hope for, as were most of my teachers.  My teachers were tireless in reaching me as a student.  Mr.  Wright, in third grade, went to great lengths to rein in my frustration (and bad behavior that stemmed from it) and instead re-focused my understanding of school around my curiosity.

Ms. Mills, my 5th grade math teacher (who I tended to treat as a sparring partner more than a teacher) figured that if I could not learn how to do my multiplication tables (by 5th grade), she would find me rhymes to remember that gave me specific bookmarks from which I could work forward or backwards.  Ms. Pazar, who faced the same challenge teaching me in high school, taught me physical and visual tricks to do math, and then focused on giving me the tools to know when a calculator was lying to me.

In writing, Mr. Bagley, Mr. Stevens and Ms. Orbison went to great lengths to separate my spelling problems from my creative expression, making sure that the former did not make me lose my interest in the latter, and teaching me how to use tools to mitigate my problems with the former.

Most children with dyslexia are not nearly so lucky.  The good news is that with the new understanding of dyslexia, new curriculums are being developed that mirror much of the unofficial curriculum I was taught with.  There is more focus and less experimentation, and apparently good outcomes.  Good news for me personally is that there is an adult version of this curriculum available, which may be able to help me further going forward.  Those who have taught me taught me to find and use the tools for life long learning.  This new understanding of dyslexia have given me a complete new toolkit going forward.

April Fools

The following is an old piece of writing long thought lost.

April first is a time of jest, when people test their wits and compare their pranks to decide which comes out best.

The competition is not always fair, when there’s a ringer in the air, up above, looking down to try and claim the jester’s crown, to be the one with bragging rights who from his heights looks down and knows that he has accomplished the best jest yet.

This story is true, more or less.  It’s changed a bit I must confess, to add finesse, but I digress.  The perfect setting for a jest, April First, nonetheless, in a state that’s known for pranks.  In ’87 the jester king was a bird on the wing

An Alaska Airlines flight rose into the clear daylight with little to obscure the view of what soon was to ensue.

This is where it gets absurd.  For a soaring eagle, a mighty fishing bird is he, pulled his catch out of the sea to soar away to the safety of some unknown tree.

I’ve no doubt but to assume he wished to eat his dish away from his fright at noise of the Juneau but his flight was laden by the weight his fish.

I’ve always thought it odd that our country’s mascot is a bird such as this.  For our façade that we share with the world, we chose a majestic flying rat, albeit with wings unfurled, soaring high throughout the day, surviving by scavenging what it may, out of the way, avoiding anything that may become a fray, least the hunter become the prey.  For truth be told, the mighty eagle is a coward.  Far from the image we portray, this bird is easily spooked away.

In fairness to the bird, if I saw a jet airplane chasing after me, I would run away at great haste too, and when the 737 climbed towards the bird, a bizarre collision soon occurred, as the plane spurred the bird to drop its fish and quickly bid adieu.

Of course you know the fish hit the plane.  The gift the eagle did bestow was in vain, as the plane changed it’s pace not at all, climbing far away from the denizens of the sea, or at least where they ought to be, far below in the Gastineau Channel.

This is not the end of the fishy tail, as calls for help proved no avail, for it was April Fools’day, where normal rules are thrown away.  When Boeing field got the word that a flying fish had struck their bird, their response time suffered some delay on account of the foolish day.

And who can blame them, truth be told?  The outlandish claim they were being sold?  Flying fish do exist, but a salmon on the wing?  What a thing to behold.  Given the day, let caution hold sway, and don’t fall for a tale so bold.

But what are our pilots to do?  The tale they told was true!  In Yakutat they were grounded lest they fly their craft impaired, their efforts were confounded to get their aircraft in the air.  Their radio sounded messages back to base until finally an astounded mechanic flew out to confirm their tale, or become a part of it.

What he found was indeed a scene so very rare.  Fish slime and fish scales, yet no reason to repair the aircraft.  The plane was cleared for takeoff to continue on its flight, the passengers lead safely home; well into the night.  The passengers were inconvenienced, as many will attest, yet they were there to see the years best jest.

The foolish jests of April are the best that fools can bring, but in ’87 the jester king was a bird on the wing.

Another Shutdown

I’m reading a lot of discussion about who “won” and who “lost” the government shutdown.

Spoiler alert, we all lost.

The arguments for both sides are, of course, compelling. The reality is that the House knowingly passed a bill that would not get past the Senate. With no support of the House Democrats, there was no chance of getting to 60 with the help of Senate Democrats. As it turns out, they did not even get to 50 with Senate Republicans.

So, the obvious thing happened. The votes were not there. 3 days later, the same deal in general terms passed with a bipartisan majority of 81. The terms were simple. Republicans promised to actually allow DACA (supported by 70% of Americans*) to, in some form, come to the floor, and Democrats agreed to trust the Republicans to do so. Trust being a somewhat dear commodity, the verification coming in 3 weeks when we get to do this all over again.

So, if there are any winners, it’s the families who rely on CHIP. For the next 6 years, the program won’t be held hostage to the budget. That’s fantastic, and I’ll toast that rarified security tonight.

As for DACA, it literally took the government shutting down before Mitch McConnell would agree to bring a popular program with bipartisan appeal, a program that the President has asked congress to decide on, to a vote.

The shutdown is a failure of governance. The ostensive reasons for the shutdown had bipartisan support. The shutdown was not a failure of politicians willing to work together (keep in mind this deal had largely been struck last week), it’s a failure of political leadership being unwilling to be seen working with the other.

Tonight is full of pendants talking about who wins. All this does is embolden another worthless and needless show down in 3 weeks. When people think they can win things that used to be unthinkable, well… we all lose.

Again.

Pantopol

I was flipping through some of my pictures when this one surfaced. It’s the sculpture Pantopol, by Ted Jonsson, at SeaTac international airport. I’ve always liked this sculpture. It’s one that appears to change from as you walk around it. It does not change, of course, but your perception of it does. I probably have a dozen pictures of it from all angles as a subject in my college photography courses. Then, the airport was remodeled and it disappeared. Frankly, I completely lost track of it.

During a layover at the airport, I went exploring and found it, perhaps a decade removed from when I had seen it last. I was stunned by the transformation. The sculpture may be the same, but the setting had completely changed its context.

You see, it used to be in a dimly lit place near elevators, escalators, and artificial light. It was a cold piece of hard chrome that people hurried past. The piece always seemed to be pointing to motion.

Here, at the end of A concourse, it’s completely different. Surrounded by benches and people waiting, bathed in natural light, it picks up the color and reflected light of the space around it. The piece is warm and inviting, covered with fingerprints and smudges. It seems soft and colorful. It’s renewed, refreshed, and it is relaxing to look at.

And of course, the piece itself is unchanged.

Dr. King

Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. was an amazing leader. Facing down institutional violence, he was able to talk about the long arc of history bending towards justice. He could see further ahead than the rest of us, and inspired hope and vocation. I have talked with people who described to me meeting him, and even 30 years later they spoke with infectious passion and purpose. It’s never difficult to find amazing quotes of his to share when his holiday comes around. In years past I have memorialized the public speaker and fearless motivator. This year, I am focusing on the prefix to his name, the Doctor of Systematic Theology.

In my college religion courses, there was always an open question. What if the Cannon had not been closed? What more recent works should be added to the Cannon, or at least to the Apocrypha? Should some of the works of Dietrich Bonhoeffer be added? How about Paul Tillich (the writings of which inspired Dr. King’s dissertation)? And, in what I am sure is not a surprise given the subject of this post, we discussed Dr. King, and his Letter From a Birmingham Jail. A letter written very specifically to clergy.

I recently re-read that letter, and it struck me as prescient, but for all the wrong reasons. In national politics, as we watch Christians wrap their heads around supporting people who do not appear to live Christian values in the name of politics, one part of Dr. King’s letter stands out as an unheeded warning with clearly laid out consequences that are coming due.

“There was a time when the church was very powerful… the church was not merely a thermometer that recorded the ideas and principles of popular opinion; it was a thermostat that transformed the mores of society…

“Things are different now. The contemporary church is often … the arch supporter of the status quo. Far from being disturbed by the presence of the church, the power structure of the average community is consoled by the church’s silent and often vocal sanction of things as they are.

“But the judgement of God is upon the church as never before. If the church of today does not recapture the sacrificial spirit of the early church, it will lose its authentic ring, forfeit the loyalty of millions, and be dismissed as an irrelevant social club with no meaning for the twentieth century. I am meeting young people every day whose disappointment with the church has risen to outright disgust. ”

As a civil libertarian, I believe in the separation of church and state as a way of protecting those in a minority religion from being forced to profess unfelt beliefs to get along in life. As a Christian, I believe in the separation of church and state because the marriage of the two makes it far too easy for the church to be subordinate to the state, to protect the status qui, and become a meaningless social club.

Happy Dr. Martin Luther King Day. Let the words of the master orator rejuvenate and restore you to take up the good fight for justice everywhere. Let the revolutionary remind you that our job is not done. But also, let the pastor give you pause to reflect on the constant job of rejuvenating and restoring your own faith.

The Meaning of Everything

“The Meaning of Everything” is not my favorite Simon Winchester book, but that’s kind of like saying La Belle Heaulmiere is not my favorite piece by Rodin.

Both artists have done much more approachable work. Rodin’s “The Kiss” or “Thinker” don’t ask a lot of the viewer. The art is safely evocative of things the viewer is already interested in, and the viewer starts right there with the artist.

Winchester’s “Atlantic” or “Krakatoa” bring the awesome power of nature and the mmercantile history of nations to bear on the reader. Winchester does not have far to take the reader to find interest for the reader is already with him.

With La Belle Heaulmiere, Rodin takes his viewer on a trip. The woman in the sculpture once had everything an artist prizes in a model. Age has taken it all from her, yet Rodin still prizes her and, even up against years of training in perceiving “beauty,” we do as well. It’s not my favorite Rodin piece but it is the one I find the most moving.

Meanwhile, Winchester is making me fall in love with… a dictionary. Something I have used off and on every week of my life since middle school. Something so old it seems beyond excitement. Yet, the Oxford English Dictionary is the work of thousands of volunteers over many decades. It’s the life’s work of a few dedicated editors. It is a magnificent piece of scholarship that I’ve frankly used and never taken heed of.

It’s a testament to my respect for Winchester that I got through the first section. It was a hard slog, but the subject could hardly be drier. Reading a dictionary is, after all, a euphemism for boredom. As I approach the end of this book (albeit in audio form), Winchester is living up to every expectation I have of his writing, and I am getting excited over a dictionary.

If you don’t know Winchester’s work, don’t start with this one. By all means, get to this one eventually.

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/13618743-the-meaning-of-everything

Hoshino and Joseph

I love this pole. It is a master of one art form memorializing a master of another. The figure at the base of the pole is the wildlife photographer Michio Hoshino. Even if you don’t know who Hoshino was, you’ve seen his work; it stands along that of Ansel Adams.

The incomparable Tommy Joseph carved a memorial pole for Hoshino. Hoshino kneels at the base of the pole, camera in hand preparing his next shot. The pole above him is filled with wildlife he photographed. A blue bear, a whale, a caribou and a raven rest on his shoulders as he looks out past Vitskari towards the Pacific.

These creatures that Joseph carved, Hoshino photographed. The two side by side show the same creatures as perceived by different mediums, one a reflection on the other. Both elevated in the process.

Market genorosity

Today’s lesson in unintended consequences:

King Mansa Musa of Mali was the wealthiest person the world has ever seen. Mali was a center of trade with abundant salt and gold, and being south of the Sahara, avoided many of the conflicts of the “known world,” allowing it to prosper.

Mansa Musa was a devout Muslim, and in the year 1324 decided to make the Hajj pilgrimage to Mecca. By some accounts, he brought 60,000 people with him in his caravan. Being a devout Muslim, and being on a pilgrimage, Mansa Musa took his Zakat tithing to the poor seriously. Being the richest man the world has ever seen, such abundant generosity brought so much gold to the local economy of Cairo (where he stopped on the way to Mecca) that it devalued the currency, creating hyper-inflation.

It took some 20 years for the markets to regain normality.

Fatima al-Fihri

Today, in “women I wish we knew more about,” Fatima al-Fihri.

Fatima bint Muhammad Al-Fihriya Al-Qurashiya was probably born around 810 AD in Kairouan, modern-day Tunisia. Her father was a wealthy merchant who ended up on the wrong side of politics, and her family, along with 2,000 others, were expelled. They settled n the Moroccan town of Fez in such great numbers that a district of the town was named for the city they fled.

We know little about Fatima. Kairouan was a center of learning, and we know that Fatima was well educated. We know that her father did very well as a merchant in Fez and that she and her sister inherited quite a sum. We know that she was married and then widowed, all of which left her a wealthy, educated woman with control over how her wealth was to be spent (which was a significantly more likely combination in the Islamic world than in Europe 800s AD).

Her sister built a mosque, and she built a neighboring madrassa in 859, which still exists today as the University of Al Quaraouiyine (pronounced the same as the city of her birth). In addition to religion, her university taught mathematics and astronomy, and it taught a much broader range of students than was the norm. It is the oldest continually operating degree-awarding educational institution in the world.

One of its students was a French Christian monk named Gerbert of Aurillac, who would be Pope Sylvester II. Pope Sylvester had a brief four-year tenure as the Pontiff.  During that time, he decreed the Catholic Church switch to the Hindu-Arabic numeral system, which he had learned at the University of Al Quaraouiyine.

While I do not doubt that the Arabic numeral system would have eventually become dominant throughout Europe, there is also no doubt that it would have taken a lot longer had it not been helped along by a Pope. A Pope who had the ability to, as a Christian monk, study in an Islamic center of learning that had a very broad understanding of who could be a student.

An Islamic university founded by Fatima al-Fihri.

The Politics of Waiting

Politicians and pundits really like Christmas, but then everyone likes a baby shower. You can show off your Christian bona fides in a nice safe manner, adoring the helpless baby before he has a chance to grow up and start talking.

The baby Jesus has not yet driven money-changers from the temple. The baby Jesus does not have the voice to tell us that to look after the less fortunate is to look after him. Jesus will become an adult before he tells us not to make a public spectacle of following him. So as long as we see him as the baby, it’s safe to weaponize his birthday. We loudly proclaim our faith on the street corners, shaking our tambourines at anyone who would be so crass as to offer us the incorrect blessing. We may wait to exchange gifts on Christmas, but truly we’ve already received our reward.

I’ve joked about Christmas waging a war on Advent, but I have come to realize it’s more than a joke. Advent is the season of waiting. From the lectern, we hear Bible verses about not knowing the day and the hour, about being ready. This is punctuated by the story of a town so ill-prepared for the coming of the Lord that he was born in a manger. The paradox of Advent is we extol the virtues of waiting, but use “to wait” as an active verb. We prepare while we wait.

Are we ready? Are our houses in order to receive the Lord? Is there more we can be doing? The world in the year 0 saw the Holy Family friendless refugees. We have carried the shame of that for two millennia. How about the friendless refugees in the year 2017?

It’s much safer to talk about Christmas than Advent. There are fewer active verbs for us. Fewer demands. We can safely declare our Christianity by saying a magic phrase, and boldly stand up to the onslaught of goodwill from those who might give us the wrong kind of blessing. But we need to remember when we practice such virtue, we’ve already received our reward.

Whale oil is no more. Petroleum is next.

view of factory against blue sky

A week ago, Shannon and I were crawling through the remains of the U. S. whaling industry. At one point, the industry accounted for one fifth of the nation’s economy, and it really was no wonder. This ship we were on sailed with a crew of 36, but it was the work of thousands to fit her out for each voyage. The empty barrels and casks alone would take a cooper a year to build. The miles of rigging, the sails, the provisions, whenever the Charles W. Morgan set sail, she did so with the labor of a good portion of New England behind her. She always returned, and she made a profit on each voyage she made.

 

The reason for her profit changed throughout her career. First it was oil for heating and lighting the cities of Europe. Then, whale-oil was displaced by oil from the ground, and it was fashion and art, be it in the form of baleen for corsets or bones for carving or perfumes. The oil was then sold for its still unmatched abilities to lubricate without ever losing viscosity.

 

The important lesson for today, however, is that whale oil stopped being used for heat and light long before steam and diesel powered ships made a question as to the avalibility of whales for harvest.  Oil stopped being used for heat and light for economic reasons long before the whales became scarce.  Oil from the ground was a far easier and more reliable source for industry.  A well that struck oil was not a multi-year gamble as was sending a ship to sea.

 

The same is true in Alaska.  We find more and more proven resources on the North Slope.  We have, by some accounts, more oil remaining on the slop than we had in proven resources when we built the pipe-line.  There are, however, more viable alternatives to oil, and economics are again talking.  General Motors has announced plans to offer 18 new all-electric vehicles by 2023, and is taking about an all-electric future.

 

Let me say that again.  The second largest auto manufacture in the world is planning for an all-electric future.

 

All of the oil in the North Slope will mean nothing if there is no market.  The time of having oil pay for Alaska’s government will end, and opening ANWAR or NPRA won’t change that.  Offshore oil in the Chukchi Sea won’t change that.  We can’t make up the difference in mining revenue, and we don’t have the tax base to maintain our roads and ships without oil. What we do have is a $61 Billion Permanent Fund, wisely set aside so it could be a perpetual source of wealth once the oil is gone.  Today, we received our private dividends.  To be sure, it was smaller than some had hoped, but the “full amount” would not be largesse for a State that is so rapidly burning through its reserves.

 

This is our future.  Yes, there are places we can still cut, but not by enough to meet our revenue without oil.  And yes, we could be gaining more for our oil now, but that is at best a short term solution.  And yes, we could raise our taxes quite a bit and still be one of the lower-taxed states in the union, but we can’t raise taxes enough to pay for the expenses set before us by our Constitution. There are angry signs by the side of the road, angry comments in our newspapers and angry posts on Facebook about the “theft” of the PFD, but they all miss the long-term point.  The PFD as we have known it is not sustainable without oil, and the demand for oil is not likely to come back.  Like the whale-oil before it, petroleum is facing the economic reality that it is no longer the fuel of the future.

Death Penalty

This week, we have a stark example of one of the reasons I strongly oppose the death penalty.

Ledell Lee’s trial was overseen by a judge who was having an affair with the assistant prosecutor. His defense attorney brought this up to try and get a mistrial, but was so drunk the court required him to take a drug test. His legal council was replaced, but the new council did not bring up the affair again. The judge has since married the assistant prosecutor (http://tinyurl.com/mra4aqs).

The forensic method used to tie Lee to the crime scene has since been discredited, the hair that was seen as a match could be matched to roughly 10% of the population (http://tinyurl.com/kvczlpw).

There are tests now available that were not available at the time that could provide more surety to the case. However, the State is on a deadline to commit the executions before the drugs used in the lethal injection expire (http://tinyurl.com/lyc5aom).

Now, I’m not making the argument that this man is a good man, or even that he is an innocent man. However, if the State can make the case that the (admittedly considerable) inconvenience of having to find another batch of drugs is more important than eliminating all reasonable doubt about the man the State kills, then execution is a power the State does not deserve to have.

Radicalization

This week, a man walked into a school where his estranged wife worked.  He shot her, and two of her students, in front of a room full of children.  I have yet to see anyone in the media ask where and how he was radicalized.

This week, a woman in Wisconsin was walking home from her prayers.  A man got out of a truck, demanded she take off her hijab.  He knocked her down, beat her and cut her with a knife.  I have yet to see anyone in the media ask where and how he was radicalized.

The reality is, even if we asked, it would be hard to answer that question in the case of these two women.  The CDC reports that 1 in 4 women have experienced severe physical violence from an intimate partner.  Simply put, violence against women is endemic in our society, and being endemic precludes being radical.

But it should not preclude us from asking the question, because asking the question is making the argument that the prevalence of violence need not be taken as normal.  We need to ask why someone thinks he can shoot his wife.  We need to ask how someone got to the point where they could physically attack a woman based on what she was wearing.  We need to ask the question every time until we no longer think of this as normal.  We need to ask until domestic violence takes some form of radicalization.

 

Coffee Forthright!

What happens when you are having blood-work done in the morning which requires fasting?  Well, if you are me you apparently dismember Sondheim.

To the tune of Comedy Tonight

Bring Coffee Forthright!

Something inviting, something enticing,
Something for everyone,  bring coffee forthright!
Something that’s waking as morning is breaking
Something to greet the sun, some coffee forthright!

Nothing that’s weak!  Not watered down!
As fit for a king as it is for a clown,

 

Age old libations, new situations without which it’s hard to be polite!
Coffee this morning! Alcohol tonight!

 

Something disarming when clocks are alarming

You’ll be my favorite son, bring coffee forthright!

when you feel pathetic, it makes you frenetic

something for everyone, bring coffee forthright!

 

Drink of the Gods! To help meet your fate!
Other affairs will just have to wait.

 

Restore social graces for safer workplaces

Drink some and everything’s alright!

Live to see tomorrow!  Bring coffee forthright!

Pictures on the wall: Miriam Daniel Mann

If I were a more patient person or a better communicator, I would be a high school civics instructor.  There is a fundamental problem with the way we teach civics, we don’t give our students the tools they need to work with and change our government.  We tell stories of what amazing men can do, be they presidents or leaders of movements.  We have pictures on the wall of Washington, Jefferson, Lincoln, Dr. King, and perhaps Mahatma Gandhi or Susan B. Anthony.  More to the point, we have pictures of these people at the height of their influence, in the majesty of an official portrait calculated to convey importance.  Lost from these accounts are the workaday changes that made such people possible.  Lost are the people who look anything like a high school student looking for a part.

I’ve often given consideration to who I would put on the wall of my classroom.

Miriam Daniel Mann

If you have not seen Hidden Figures, I recommend it.  It’s a dramatized desegregation of NASA.  Unsurprisingly, as a dramatization it does take liberties.  A quarter century of progress is collapsed into 6 weeks, and the work of hundreds of people is represented by 3 women.  The story is still essentially true, although in a Hollywood sense of the word.  In a minor spoiler, there is a scene where the white establishment (in the form of the chief of the engineering team) takes a sledgehammer to the “Coloreds” bathroom sign.  It’s an inspiring moment of self enlightenment when the white power structure understands how wrong its been, graciously and dramatically gives up some of its privilege to an audience of stunned black onlookers.  The real story is much more inspiring.

Miriam Daniel Mann was born in 1907, which puts her just a bit older than my grandmother.  She was her high school valedictorian, and graduated from college with a major in chemistry and minor in math.  In the 30’s, the mathematical grunt work of computing was a job available to women, as it freed up men to do theoretical engendering.  Labor shortages of WWII allowed for more opportunities for women in the workforce, and in 1941 the President ordered that defense jobs be offered to qualified blacks.   in 1943 the National Advisory Committee for Aeronautics (precursor to NASA) created the segregated “West Area Computers” section.((The section itself was closed in 1958 when NACA became NASA and was desegregated and well before the movie took place))  Ms. Mann was in the first class of computers hired by NACA.

NACA was helping develop aircraft and bombs for the war effort.  It was a coveted position that could make her and her family proud.  The job was better paid then nurses or teachers at the time.  It was still a position held by a black woman in segregated Virginia.  She and her colleges suffered systematic discrimination which included signs declaring separate bathrooms and cafeteria seats.  Ms. Mann would routinely take those sines, slip them into her purse, and dispose of them when she went home.  Her husband warned her that she could be fired for doing this, putting all that she had worked for in jeopardy.  Her response was to say “at least I’ll go down fighting.”

 

Her picture would go up on the wall in my classroom.  It would go up for several reasons.  She is an example of someone who followed her education to a better life, one that was unimaginable when she was in high school in the early 1920’s.  She found a job that used her abilities while providing her with respect.  Then, she had the courage to risk it all to demand that she and her colleges be treated with a dignity that we can now take for granted.  Mostly, she would be on my classroom wall because she did it on a scale that we can all understand.

You don’t need soaring oratory to sway crowds to be a part of a better world.  You don’t need to be a head of state or the front of a moment.  It’s great if you can, but that’s not most of us.  The rest of us have a role to play in the better world.  It takes a thousand and one people for a leader to stand in front of a thousand.  The real work is not when the march is happening, but it’s when those thousand people go back to their daily lives, when they demand dignity with day to day actions, or when they receive dignity from the actions of others.  Whether it’s removing a racist sign, or halting a trans-phobic joke, these are the day to day things that change the world.  This is what gets lost when we look on the wall to see Washington, Jefferson, Lincoln and Dr. King.

First they came…

Well.  You know the poem.

I learned this poem at St. Olaf, a college of the Evangelical Lutheran Church.  Harold Ditmanson, a professor held in such regard that the college named a wing of the library for him, stated that Lutherans had to “confess a special guilt” for the Holocaust.  Art professor Reidar Dittmann spent WWII in Buchenwald.   Both professors had retired by the time I got to Olaf, but they had shaped the institution.  So, St. Olaf discussed  the antisemitic undertones in some of the architectural details around campus quite frankly.  We discussed in great detail the nature of and use of art and propaganda in Germany in the 1930’s.    We discussed how a modern and liberal state like Germany could fall so far, so fast.

And of course, we read the poem, written by a Lutheran pastor.

The haunting thing about the poem is the order of precedence.  Despite a long history of antisemitism in Europe it is no mistake the poem starts with socialists and trade unionists.  Both groups had highly visible operators who were calling for the violent overthrow of the current order.  Both groups planted bombs and sabotaged factories.  They were easy to blame.  It was easy to remain silent when the government took them away.  Were I in Germany at that time I’m not sure I would have spoken up.  My silence would have contributed to building the myth that the world was so dangerous we need the government to protect us.  Then, when the government told me of other groups that would threaten my family, well the government was right before, maybe they are right again.  At some point there would be no one left to speak for me when my time came.

That was then.  This is now.  Now we know how this works.  We know that a government can gain power over a population by demonizing those who are already marginalized.  Then the government can move on to the next group, always keeping us in fear of a new threat.  Start small, and eventually there will be no one left to speak.

Last night, President Trump devoted eight paragraphs of his speech specifically to the victims of violent crime perpetuated by illegal immigrants.  He is directing the Department of Homeland Security to create an office specifically to help the victims of “immigration crime engagement.”  The word illegal did not make the jump; he is no longer talking just about illegal immigration.  He is telling us that crime perpetrated by immigrants is a threat to us all, and only the government can save us.

Immigrants to our country, both legal and illegal, are less likely to commit crime than those of us who were born here.  The administration already has the legal authority to deport illegal immigrants without the need for the immigrant to commit an additional crime.  If illegal immigrants commit fewer crimes than the general population, and if the government can deport them already, why create an office that highlights crime committed by immigrants?

Well, you know the poem.

But who will pay the piper?

The patron who pays the piper picks the tune.  For as long as I can remember, in Alaska the patron has been the oil industry.  With more than 85% of the State’s general fund revenue coming from oil producers, it’s not even been close.  If one of the majors tells our legislature that its actions will cost revenue, Alaska has had to listen.

That may well change.  The Alaskan Senate has unveiled a plan to use the Permanent Fund to pay for a substantial amount of government.  A similar plan passed the House last year, but many of the people who blocked it in the house lost their bid for re-election.  The plan calls for the Permanent Fund to pay $2 B of a $4 B budget.  Half of the States budget will come from investments made by the state itself.  Non-oil sources will play a larger percentage of the other half then they do of our current whole.  Our government will have more patrons.

For as out-sized an impact as the oil industry has had on the state treasury, the number of direct jobs is actually rather small, around 11,400 for 2016.  That is just about 4.5% of private sector jobs in Alaska.  Good paying jobs with a strong follow-on impact on other industries, but not enough to support the industry’s political clout on its own.  Sectors of the economy that make up 10-20% of our state revenue will have a much louder voice then they do now, especially when those sectors employ so many more people than oil.  With state revenue stabilized, discussions of the economy will tend to focus more on employment.

If we proceed with partially funding the General Fund with Permanent Fund earnings, the general fund will be no longer reliant on oil.  The piper will have new patrons, and they may have a very different taste in music.

Nature comes to you.

As far as urban areas go, you won’t find many cities as integrated into nature as this one.  We have a fantastic trail system, we have moose and wolves that live within our city boundaries, we have beluga that swim off our shores, but the nature of downtown is still not natural.  The biggest park downtown used to be an airfield, and it still kind of feels that way, confined as it is in a long narrow strip with a few decorative trees planted here or there.  Nature is on the other side of Muldoon.

There are times, however.  Times when the weather is turning, and even downtown feels exposed and somewhat raw.  The shifting barometer makes changes the sound of downtown as birds seek shelter in the somewhat warmer city core.  That same park which generally feels like a pleasant facsimile of nature becomes something awesome.

I was taking my lunchtime walk with the air screaming from the sound of Bohemian Waxwings.  There were so many in the trees around the power substation that they looked like leaves, perched on the branches rather than suspended from them.  As one they took to flight and they filled the air with a murmuration that flew back and forth the length of the park strip, pulling close enough that I could feel the disturbance in the wind as they flew by.  It was thrilling, almost electrifying.

When we think of a city that lives with nature, we tend to think of the big things.  We think of the challenges associated with keeping power running during a storm.  We think of the Facebook communities dedicated to warning dog walkers where the bears are.  We think of the danger posed by moose who wander down the middle of the Glenn Highway, or our jogging trails.  Every once in awhile, it is worth remembering that the awesomeness of nature can also be found in a flock of 2 oz. birds.

Holidays.

There are three holidays of note this week.  The one that I got off from work is the least significant.

On the 14th, we had the holiday of Saint Valentine of Rome.  According to legend Emperor Claudius the Cruel was afraid that solders who had families would be more devoted to their families than to their emperor, so forbade solders to marry.  The priest Valentine did not accept Claudius’s jurisdiction over love and marriage, and as the story goes, married several couples in defiance of the Claudius’s edict.

The earliest recorded Valentine written was from, Charles, Duke of Orléans who is said to have written poems to his wife in France while a prisoner in the Tower of London, his words of love escaping his confinement.

Even if history cannot corroborate these stories, Valentine’s Day is a day where relaxed social rules allow extravagance in romance.  We have permission to let romantic love take precedence over normal rules.

The second holiday was Elizabeth Peratrovich Day on the 16th.  That’s the day where we celebrate her work, and the work of many within the ANB/ANS, in passing the Alaskan Anti-Discrimination Act of 1941.  If you have not read the transcript of her testimony to the Alaskan Territorial Legislature, read it here.  Her description of the three types of people who practice discrimination will be the most important thing you read today.  When we celebrate her day, we are celebrating all of those who speak to power and authority with a moral clarity that cannot be ignored.

Which brings us to today, President’s Day.  Today was the day that chosen as a compromise so we did not have to chose which great man’s birthday we should celebrate.  We take their day off of work, and celebrate their contribution to history.

Presidents don’t make history any more than bankers build buildings or politicians launch ships.

People remembered in our history books stand in front of others who actually build and they take credit for the work of the builder.  So my wish for you today is this… enjoy your day off but remember, when love overcomes convention, when moral clarity speaks to power, THEN is when we make history.  And while there will always be a person at the front who gets the credit, it’s you and I who make it happen.

When the song of the angels is stilled,
When the star in the sky is gone,
When the kings and princes are home,
When the shepherds are back with their flock,
The work of Christmas begins:
To find the lost,
To heal the broken,
To feed the hungry,
To release the prisoner,
To rebuild the nations,
To bring peace among people,
To make music in the heart.
                                                                   –Howard Thurman

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Darkness into Light.

Much is said and written about the Yin/Yang of Solstice, the world in balance between darkness and light.  Such a balance does not exist.

Every year, as the sun dips below the horizon in  Utqiaġvik (Barrow), headlines around the nation talk about how residents there won’t see the sun for 65 days.  As sure as clockwork, 65 days later, some bored writer with pages to fill and a deadline to meet tells us how the residents of Utqiaġvik will finally see the sun.

But, the world is not a sphere, and things are not equal.  There are many, many fewer headlines about the sun being above the horizon for 80 straight days.  Even when you have column inches to fill, daylight is not as good of a story as darkness.

This week, we’ve had the longest night of the year*, the songs and poetry surrounding it stretch back to the beginning of human history.  But sometimes it’s just worth remembering that the longest night of the year is much, much shorter than the longest day.

Happy Solstice.

 

*In my hometown of Eagle River, the longest day is 19 hours and 21 minutes long.  The longest night night is 12 hours and 40 minutes.

The hand of Franklin.

HMS Terror has been found well preserved in 11 meters of water.  It appears her crew had taken time while abandoning her, so perhaps she was caught in the ice, and the crew then removed useful items and tried to make for home on HMS Erebus.

The discovery of the two ships has been a mix of science and story.  Research vessels had been following Inuit oral tradition, and the first sighting was made by an Inut fisherman who later crewed on the research vessel that confirmed the find.  Some 150 years after the expedition, the Terror was still sitting proud on the ocean floor, with her mast above the water for Sammy Kogvik to find when he was fishing.  6 years later, that find is confirmed.

I wonder how the passengers and crew of the Crystal Serenity are taking the news of this find.  She entered Bar Harbor, Maine yesterday after cruising the Northwest Passage this summer.

/my post on the rediscovery of the HMS Erebus

The Greatness of the Past

There are several emails circulating that remember how much better things were.  They shows kids playing outdoors without cell phones.  They show dads and sons fishing, or teenagers dancing in a soda-shop, all clean, neat and protected.  They show kids riding to school on bikes without helmets and playing on equipment that would “drive safety-lawyers crazy.”

The thing is, if you look at those emails, all the people in them are white.

Sociologists started looking at the commodification of nostalgia in 1979, with Fred Davis’s piece Yearning for Yesterday: A Sociology of Nostalgia.  In it, Davis noted that nostalgia was nothing new, but creation of group nostalgia, mostly through advertising, was.  With nationwide media shared in common, regional memories became less powerful than national ones, and the national memories were being created by the advertisers of that same media.

Advertisers created a memory of a simpler past, where things made sense.  An image of Eden that we, as consumers, could buy into simply by buying their products.

It’s an easy pitch to make, most things make sense in hindsight.  To make that pitch, however, much of history needs to be omitted.  Salespeople are not hired to tell the whole truth, they are sell a product.   Frequently, they do so with allusion to a simpler past, which only works if the storybook past actually appears simpler.

So, we got a version of the past without strife.  We see middle-class kids playing, and the the kids with the luxury of being middle class in the 50’s are white.

The result of this advertising is that we now have a collective nostalgia that  merged with collective amnesia.  We look to a simpler time that we understand (in retrospect) by looking at, and idolizing, the lives of middle-classed children.  Lost in that picture is the grown up world of Mutually Assured Destruction, school de-segregation, or class and social unrest.

The ultimate nostalgia trip is the idea of the fall from Eden.  The tale predates modern media, but has similar common elements.  Art from thought Abrahamic history depicts Adam and Eve being cast out of paradise, never to return.   The sin for which they were cast out was none other than that of understanding Good and evil.  Before they knew that, things were simpler and more idealistic.  A paradise to be sure, but a paradise ultimately made possible by ignorance.  Most of the religious artwork that depicts the scene shows Adam and Eve looking back, longing for what they lost.  Like us, the garden seems ideal, but with our experience in the garden predating our understanding of good and evil, how could we know?

When we talk about making America great “again,” we are panting our own picture, with us gazing back at paradise and longing for ignorance.  We dream, not of President Eisenhower putting a Christmas message into space on the back of a modified ICBM, but of a little girl picking a daisy in a field.  When I look back, I can’t help but hear the count-down voice-over, and shudder at how complicated life really was.

I much prefer to look forward to the greatness ahead.

Coda to Radio

I recently commented that the “oldies” radio station was playing music from my college years. Driving into work, I heard the Goo Goo Dolls, followed by an announcer who said “I know, get over it.  We’re playing your music on this station.  It eventually happens to everyone.”

I must admit, it made my day.

Radio

My cohort has reached a new milestone in life.  As I was driving home yesterday I realized that every song I heard was on the radio when I was in college.  This would not be a big deal, but I was listening to the oldies station.

Well, my friends, we’ve made it.  The nation’s advertisers have coalesced around us as a prime demographic.  They are showing us the sort of interest that we have not seen since before we got our mortgages.  We are in the sweet spot now.  Next, we will be loosing some of our stations to the younger wave of music and disk jockeys that tell the kids it’s all about them, but for now, the radio is OURS!

 

Apropos, disk jockey is an amazingly resilient moniker.  It worked for both acetate and vinyl disks, compact disks and hard disks.  Really, it’s only now that we are using solid state drives that DJ’s are no longer spinning disks in any way shape or forum.

Quiet urgency.

There is a certain vibe to public buildings that are mostly empty with those still left still having work to do.  I am sitting in a university library over spring break.  Desks are empty and computers are plentiful, but the people around me are working with a relaxed focus, much as I did through almost every “break” in college.  There is none of the frantic wasted energy of finals, just the determination of the tortoise taking advantage of a nap in the college schedule to slowly pull back into the race.

It’s the same feeling as an airport or bus station at midnight, or a shopping mall an hour after closing.  Whatever mania the day may bring is replaced with custodians trying to repair the frayed edges of the day gone by, and the occasional traveler trying to catch a nap on a bench.  Everyone trapped inside a living space as it takes the time to breathe.

Reflection is itself a reflexive action.  When running full out, if forced to slow down the mind still keeps going, keeps making connections.  So, I’m sitting at a public computer, a Foucalt Pendulum swinging in the background, the rattle of library carts as a student workers re-shelve in peace, and surrounded by tortoises.  My people.  I’ve been there often enough that it’s hard to not feel a kinship with those around me who are quietly, urgently moving forward while the library around them breathes deeply.

The anatomy of a disaster

Reading case studies in public policy is like watching a good thriller.  You see each decision lead down the path to disaster.  You know the disaster is coming, you see the many places where the disaster could be avoided but the characters, often for the right reason, just keep making the wrong decisions.  You just keep watching the story unfold, both helpless and fascinated.

I’ve watched the horror of the Flint water supply since April, and it did not take long to realize the residents of Flint are living through a public policy case study.  This week’s anniversary reminds me of a specific public policy case study in the lead up to the loss of the space shuttle Challenger.

The Flint water situation and the Challenger disaster is essentially the same problem manifest in two separate ways.  In both cases, the people with the authority to proceed were doing the jobs they were tasked with doing, which was not the same as fulfilling the mission of their respective organizations.

It appears that in both cases, people died as a result.

The mechanical problem that brought down Challenger was an O ring that was brittle at low temperatures.  It was a known problem, and expensive to fix correctly.  The less expensive solution to not launch in cold weather.  Despite the known risk, the launch proceeded.

The cold weather made the O ring between two sections of the solid booster rocket brittle.  The ring failed, creating what amounted to a rocket powered blow torch aimed directly at a large fuel tank.  The tank then ruptured and ignited.  The ship and crew were lost.

The political problem that brought down Challenger was that people running NASA were tasked with a priority above the good management of the organization.

Space travel was becoming routine.  NASA needed to encourage a new generation of STEM students to bring the United States into the future.  NASA was going to launch a schoolteacher into space, and the President was going to tell the world about it that night in the State of the Union.  The job of NASA was to provide the timely launch of an inspiring figure into space.

The engineers who know the risks tried to halt the launch, but lacked the authority to do so.  Those with the authority had the job of putting a teacher in space before the State of the Union.  They could not do that while still heading the engineers concerns.  The launch proceeded resulting in the disaster.

The mechanical problem with flint water supply is that treated water from Lake Huron was replaced with corrosive water from the Flint River.  The corrosion ate away at the lead pipes, causing the lead to leach into the water supply, poising the residents of Flint.  Additionally, the corrosive environment lead to a drop in the disinfectant qualities of chlorine, winch may be a contributing factor the spike in legionnaires disease from which 10 people have died.

The political problem that poisoned Flint’s water supply  was that people who were running Flint were tasked with a priority above the good management of the organization.

The city of Flint was in serious financial trouble, to the point where the State took over.  During a period of just over 4 years, the State appointed a series of 5 emergency managers with extraordinary powers to govern.  By and large, these powers are unchecked, and there is little local oversight.  The managers had one job, and that is to get the city’s finances in order.  The functioning of the city was secondary to that goal.  An old back-up plan to use water from the Flint river from was dusted off and implemented as a cost saving measure, but without the full engineering knowledge or institutional memory of a functioning city government, it was not implemented completely.  The highly corrosive water from the Flint river was not treated with an anti-corrosive agent before being fed into the water supply.

There was a rising chorus of people and institutions raising the alarm about the condition of Flint’s water supply.  Residents were complaining about the water, independent tests were finding the water not safe to use, and Ford switched away from Flint water to protect its plant from damage.  However, the people who were raising the alarm lacked the authority to fix or mitigate the problem.

Those with the authority had the sole job of putting Flint’s financial house in order, and did not feel they could do that while heading the concerns about Flint’s water.  They stayed the course, resulting in the disaster.

We don’t know yet how extensive the lead poising truly is, but it could pose a major public health challenge for decades.  We don’t know that the deaths from Legionnaires’ disease are directly attributable to the lead reducing the effectiveness of chlorine, but there is certainly a correlation worth further study.  We don’t yet know the cost of repair to the water system but estimates exceed hundreds of millions, and possibly more than a billion, dollars.

Both in Flint and at NASA those who we were paying to manage the respective organizations were doing exactly what we were paying them to do.  The problem in both cases is that we were not paying the managers to do the right thing, we were paying them to do the politically expedient thing.  In both cases doing what they were paid to do resulted in disaster.

The Work of Christmas

When the song of the angels is stilled,
When the star in the sky is gone,
When the kings and princes are home,
When the shepherds are back with their flock,
The work of Christmas begins:
To find the lost,
To heal the broken,
To feed the hungry,
To release the prisoner,
To rebuild the nations,
To bring peace among people,
To make music in the heart.
                                                                   –Howard Thurman

I’ve been quoting this on Christmas for almost two decades now.  For twenty years I have been misattributing the quote.  Every year when I post it, I find it by doing a quick web search for “Quaker Christmas Benediction.”  That is how I learned it, as attributed to the back of a Gordon Bok album.  I’ve always enjoyed the benediction as the wisdom of the ages, and it has always been a comforting way to re-center myself after the holiday rush, to look at Christmas as not a passing thing, but the beginning of a season.

Knowing where the quote comes from makes the quote so much better.

Howard Thurman does not have a national holiday.  He is not quoted often, and when he is he is often misquoted as my annual negligence shows, but he is an important theological bridge between where were and we are now and hopefully a foundation for where we are yet to go.

In the mid 30’s, Thurman met with Mahatma Gandhi, who talked about how he had found in Hinduism the seeds of nonviolent struggle, and encouraged Thurman to look to Christianity for ways of liberating his people, to counter the narrative that used Christianity to keep Black people “in their place.”

Thurman did so, developing a theology of liberation that in turn influenced James Farmer and Martin Luther King Jr.  Thurman was one of the co-founders of the Church for the Fellowship of All Peoples, the first wholly racially and culturally integrated Christian congregation in the United States.

His work, his theology and his pacifism is written into the DNA of the nonviolent civil rights movement and American liberal Christianity as a whole.  When he writes of finding the lost, of healing the broken or of rebuilding the nations, he knows of what he speaks.

Thanksgiving Eve

It’s so easy to dream of the days gone by, so hard to think of the times to come.

The Grace to accept every moment as a gift is a gift that is given to some.

What can we do with our days but work and hope?  Let your dreams bind your work with your play.

What can you do with each moment of your life, but love ’till you’ve loved it away?

Love ’till you’ve loved it away.

 

There are sorrows enough for the whole world’s end, there are no guarantees but the grave.

This life that we live and the times that we spend are treasures too precious to save.

What can we do with our days but work and hope?  Let your dreams bind your work with your play.

What can you do with each moment of your life, but love ’till you’ve loved it away?

Love ’till you’ve loved it away.

 

-Bob Franke

the Good Samaritan

It is in vogue for Presidential contenders to out-do each other with more extreme ways of saying “no” to Syrian refugees.  When making sure the vetting process was not enough, Trump simply said we should stop accepting them altogether.  When Christie needed to cut through the noise, he made it explicit that even toddlers were a risk.  Meanwhile the French, even in the aftermath of the attacks on their soil, are continuing to accept refugees.  This brings to mind for me Dr. Martin Luther King Jr’s meditation on the parable of the Good Samaritan.

In the parable, Jesus tells us of a man traveling from Jerusalem to Jericho who gets beaten, robbed and left for dead.  The dying man is passed by a priest, and than a Levite, both of whom continue on their way, refusing to render assistance.  Then a Samaritan, always a strange choice for a hero in Biblical stories, came to the man, helped him to safety and paid for his care.  Jesus calls upon us to be like that Samaritan.

Dr. King’s speech, I’ve Been to the Mountaintop references the parable;

I remember when Mrs. King and I were first in Jerusalem. We rented a car and drove from Jerusalem down to Jericho. And as soon as we got on that road, I said to my wife, “I can see why Jesus used this as the setting for his parable.” It’s a winding, meandering road. It’s really conducive for ambushing.

You start out in Jerusalem, which is about 1200 miles — or rather 1200 feet above sea level. And by the time you get down to Jericho, fifteen or twenty minutes later, you’re about 2200 feet below sea level. That’s a dangerous road.

In the days of Jesus it came to be known as the “Bloody Pass.” And you know, it’s possible that the priest and the Levite looked over that man on the ground and wondered if the robbers were still around. Or it’s possible that they felt that the man on the ground was merely faking. And he was acting like he had been robbed and hurt, in order to seize them over there, lure them there for quick and easy seizure. And so the first question that the priest asked — the first question that the Levite asked was, “If I stop to help this man, what will happen to me?”

But then the Good Samaritan came by. And he reversed the question: “If I do not stop to help this man, what will happen to him?”

Several candidates who would be our President, several governors are calling on us to ask what will become of us.  Meanwhile the French, who have recent experience with what could happen, are reminding us that we need to reverse the question.

Fear itself.

All the world’s a stage.  We are  all merely players.  In our time, we play many parts.  Right now, the city of Raqqa is playing the part of whipping boy for the world’s most powerful men.  When Vladimir Putin needs to show strength after ISIS bombs a plane, Russia bombs Raqqa.  When Francois Hollande needs to show strength after the attacks in Paris, France bombs Raqqa.  Meanwhile, ISIS knows full well the role of Raqqa, and cleared out of the targeted areas before the airstrikes came.  The French are hitting abandoned ISIS bases while the Russians hit bridges, stadiums, clinics and hospitals.

Meanwhile our media has it’s part to play.  NPR had a piece this morning that discussed the disparity of news reporting between the Paris attacks and the attacks in Beirut.  Eleven stories talked about Paris this morning, there were no further stories about Beirut.  None was needed, as NPR pointed out the newsworthiness of the Beirut story is tempered by the fact that we expect it there, we don’t expect it in Paris.

If death becomes less newsworthy when it becomes expected, it is probably telling that neither this morning’s show nor yesterday’s talked about last weekends mass shooting in Texas.  6 campers were shot and killed.  The campers have moved into their final part; mere oblivion.  Their death is yet another shooting and is not even newsworthy.

We come now to the politicians.  The merchants of fear are playing their part.  They would have us fear refugees, the Trojan Horse that would bring violence to our country.  The violence is already here.  We have 5% of the world’s population, and 31% of the world’s mass shootings.  With 190,000 murders since 9/11 we have a history of violence that we are unwilling to discuss least we be forced to make uncomfortable decisions as a society.  Instead, they expect us to play the part of the coward who is afraid to face our own demons.  They would rather us be interested in facing the threat posed by fleeing refugees.

We’ve yet to decide what part we will play.

The Woman at the Well

I’ve had a lot to think about since listening to our President sing “Amazing Grace.” I normally would not reflect on the leader of a secular nation in a religious context, but after President Obama delivered a magnificent eulogy that referenced racism as our countries original sin, it’s hard to not to.

President Obama did not talk about the Sumerian Woman at the Well in his speech but that is where my mind goes when I reflect on the nature of grace. It’s a simple story, but one of ones I find the most challenging. In the story, the woman’s relationship with Jesus grows not because she is perfect, but because she is imperfect. In the story, Jesus meets with the woman and tells her her sins. She does not deny them. She does not protest. She accepts him for who he is, and then goes on to be his first cleric, the first person sent before him to give the good news. She tells her town that the messiah is coming, and that he knew her and all her sins. To do so, she had to confess to her fellow townsfolk that she was a sinner, and allow all to be amazed that he knew what she had kept so secret.

To sin is an old archery term. It simply means to miss the mark. When you do so, you pick up another arrow, and you try again until you get it right. You can’t do that if you don’t look at the target after you shoot. If you don’t acknowledge to yourself that you missed, you never get better. In this way, President Obama was quite correct to call us out as a nation on the areas where we still sin. He was right to bring up economic injustice, he was right to bring up voter suppression. Much like the Sumerian Woman, we are elevated not when we hide our sins, but when we confront them.

So, we must confront our sins as a nation, but we can’t stop with what happens within our borders. Our original sin is not just racism, but it is that we as a nation maintain our position and authority through violence.

We have given our President the authority to target people on foreign soil with drone strikes. This authority gives him the position of being both judge, jury and executioner. The process used to determine a valid target is shrouded secrecy. There is no daylight, there is little discussion. What we know is that there is a “Disposition Matrix” which determines if someone is a “legitimate” target. There is a lack of transparency in how we come to that determination which makes it impossible for us to learn from our sins, to re-focus, and to improve. It also makes it impossible to understand how we could mistake a wedding convoy for an arms shipment, and impossible for us to explain to the victims what steps we are taking to make sure it never happens again.

President Obama has taken flack for talking about racism, but he was right to do so. There is nothing wrong with this country that can’t be fixed by what is right with it. When we work on problems, we make things better. President Obama has taken the first step, but the conversation must be bigger than the racism within our own borders. Like the Sumerian Woman, we could move forward with the Amazing Grace that comes from self-reflection. Like the slaver captain who wrote that song after freeing his human cargo, we can improve ourselves and the world, but first we need to be willing to look at ourselves. We are still blind. We need to be willing to see.

Colors from home.

It should be fairly evident looking at my tag cloud to the right that I am fascinated with color.  One of the things I do love is the changing of the seasons.  I wold like to draw your attention to a blog based out of my home town, and the changing seasons there.

Matt Goff has a fantastic blog describing my hometown of Sitka, Alaska, and the beginnings of a very impressive natural history wiki of same.